im me.

I don't know how long is this euphoric self of mine is going to last but well till it does.... I might as well revel in it.
I don't know what it is, why am I so jumpy, perky and in a full on swagger mood.
I guess it's probably because of all the love that I get from such amazing people that surround me. I am extremely lucky, extremely bloody lucky to be blessed with people that ACTUALLY care for me. That ACTUALLY stand up for me. That really do believe that I am nice, I am worth it, that I'm even worth chilling with.
I mean honestly, if I were someone else, i'd be like oh no I'm not hanging out with a psycho like sanya.
But seriously man, all of you guys that actually like to chill with me,i really really love you man.
You are Awesomee people.
Lol.
What a bloody shift of topic that was.
Anyway, I just feel happy, happy that I made a niche for myself in some hearts. I'm happy that I found my passion in the work that I do. Im  happy that I'm so much more efficient. Punctual. Active. always on the go! I'm happy that I chose good people. I'm happy that I'm strong enough to weed out those that only hate and bitch me out. I'm happy that I found some recent new folks that I absolutely adore because they just seem genuinely nice. Like you know they can differentiate between the good and the bad. I'm happy that I'm gutsy, I'm happy that im always laughing. I'm happy that I'm me. Finally. It did happen afterall. :)

Dumb conversations, hot people.

How much do you love reading?
"More than I love making I with you"
No! You love making out with me!
"That's how much I love reading"
So if im lying next to you and you're reading the most interesting book, what would you choose?
"I'd read"
No you'd kiss me.
"This is the dumbest conversation ever"
You are hot.
"You are like 100000 level physically compatible"
*kiss**kiss*kisss*.

Ok, I don't like reading more.