Tuesday, October 15, 2013

im a loser

wow.
i stumbled on this after a couple of years.
this is embarrassing shit dude.
i was quite a fuckin idiot two years back
is this what age does to you?
just basically laugh at what you were.
anyway
lets write something shitty
umm maybe like omg i missyousomuch thats why im writing a fucking 500 word letter to the fucking internet.
i want to go back in time and smack my fatass and mend what i was.
this is BEYOND embarrassing.
i apologize to whoever had to go through this bullshit torture. ok preettyymaaamaaaasss?
i need to sleep.
get up
get my asssss to the gym
and i write
so basically
now i wont wake up
and sleep all morning
and regret not going to gym before leaving for office
and smack my face a little
like fuck it up
or maybe cut myself?
ya cutting myself seems fun
because i m a fuckin idiot
no actually, i need to keep my fannies in my pants
and stop going gaga over bullshit that never was
i am NOT 18.

you 23 bro. when does your bullshit stop?
just when do you plan to like be nice to people.
im nice dude
but i hate losers
and this is so fabulous
im talking to the internet again

ok anyway i cant believe i liked fucking coldplay.
such a faggot ya
but maybe that was normal
because i was more likeable n all
now im like ok bye dude i dont want to talk to you because umm your name starts with Z?
whos name starts with Z.
be mean
test if they can take it
and if they cant, you pass over.

if they can,
you kiss them.
haha
ok maybe just like kiss yourself for finding a bearable person

ok i
am not saying im like god ok
but ya pleaseeeeeeeee i dont want to know how preety/rich/sexy/successful you are
or your father
or your uncle

the point is
ARE YOU BEARABLE?
like can i have a smoke with you in peace?



i have met only ONE person like that
and thats mr. cokehead.
but hes a fuckin lunatic
i'll basically die alone
with like only food and adopted babies around me
ya babies
thats the only bearable thing in this world
and some nice smelling men


and of course, as gay as ever.... labon ko labon pe plays in the background


oh also, fuck soulmates fuck the world fuck this bullshit fuck people
you dont have to put up with anything if you dont like it
just make it clear
like level it out
dont keep takin hits
but also
learn how to laugh at yourself
dont fight with rickshawalas for taking the wrong turn
or blocking your way
just abuse them
lol
khidki bandh karke
zor se
and then laugh at yourself a minute later
for being such a jackass


also
i need to stop having such fucked up vivid dreams
why the hell..................... ok fooookHHHH it.


k bye




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